Insanity

Anytime soon, I’m about to go insane. I’m not thinking straight, and neither am I doing things right. Something has been bothering me and I can’t get it out of my head. It’s constantly there, haunting me. I need some counseling or something. Everything seems so tense. It’s like as if everything in the world is compressing on me, until I can no longer breathe. I’m suffocating and I don’t think I can live in this life much longer. I’m scared of making the wrong decision, and that I’ll regret it for the rest of my life. Things are not the same anymore like before. I wish there was a restart button to help me make it through. I’m scared. I’m terrified. I’m afraid. I don’t know where else I should go, and what to do.