No Regrets

It's late at night and I am still wide awake. I guess I am best at thinking of stuff when the stars come out. Someone once told me that love was a feeling that is so powerful that no one can ever let it go. But this quote somehow turned everything about love the other way around. My perception suddenly changed ever since that day. I always thought that once you met that special someone, you thought you could be together and forever with them. However, this started to change everything when one decided to move on to another, leaving the other partner into tears with a broken heart.

It took me awhile to get back on my own two feet and move on with life. As days pass me by, I started a whole new chapter with a whole new beginning. It's like writing a new book with new characters in it. The image of him was slowly erased from my mind and everything that has ever gotten to do with my life. I thought I could never trust a guy ever in my life again. I thought I could never fall in love again. Every step I took seemed like a whole new beginning and that made it all so frightening. I was always scared to like a guy or even love them. I was always scared to get hurt and get back all the way to square one. I was scared to relive that moment of darkness all by myself.

Until came a day when I met him. The feeling was different. He said things that no other guys dare to say. He made me felt safe once more. Though he may be far from sight, I know that I can trust him. It's funny how it all started. At first, he was a senior that I looked upon but now, he is my partner. You may think that I am not ready to be in a relationship, but my dear sweetheart, I am ready. The only thing that I am scared of most is the feeling when you are not with me. I am scared if I were to lose such an amazing guy like you. A guy who knows how to make a girl smile once more after she cried. A guy who is willing to be with her after such soccer match. A guy who is dearly to my heart. You may think that I don't know what love means but sooner or later, I'll show you my true definition of love. For now, my heart stays true to you no matter what. I'm your girl and I'll always will be. For whatever shit happens in our way, we will go through it together. One thing that I am sure of is that I have no regrets into being with you. I miss you sweetie...