Suffer in Silence... What If ?!?

Thoughts are rushing through my head like crazy. Anything can happen at anytime and im just scared. There are too many ''what if'' in my head. What if someone has a change of heart? What if a terrific person comes into your life, better than me? I cant believe that i have to deal with this. Why does everything has to be so complicated? What happens if everyone walk their own seperate ways? Why am i being scared all over again? My heart seems to have a huge wound yet to recover, but all i have to do is just suffer in silence. Suffering because of someone whom you love is unimaginable. I cant even picture of what is ever going to happen when school reopens. Im scared of losing something precious to my heart. I cant bear to lose it even if i do, i would have to let it go. Not everything has a happy ending like a fairytale.