Left Chances

It’s another day of boredom as holiday starts. There’ll be 2weeks of school starting tomorrow. For the first time ever, I’m actually looking forward to it because I don’t have to spend my boring days at home. Anyway, it’s also another day of depressing moments where he’ll be gone for days. I don’t mind actually, but it’s something about him that has been bothering me for such a long time. It’s ok for him to go to any school events, but I hate it so much when we make plans and he always has to cancel it at the very last minute. It’s not just once but its more than what its expected. Only when school reopens then we’ll meet. 1month of being away from him. Things will be different when the day comes. I just want to spend at least 1day with him. No disturbance or even any interruptions. I guess I won’t have the opportunity to be with him this month. I wish he’s reading this so that he knows I’m going away. I’m not just going for awhile, but forever. I’m sorry…