Space

Things have not been the same lately. I don’t know how to fix it. My heart has once again shattered into millions of pieces. Someone once promised me that he will not repeat his mistakes and do his very best to make me smile. I appreciate everything that he has done for me to make me happy, but the simplest things that you can change to make me happy, is still unchangeable. You usually say things without thinking and just let it all out. Especially when we’re on the phone talking, and everything will go into a dead trap. You said that I could understand you, but no matter what, I can never understand you. You chose me instead of your friends, I appreciate that but if you really chose me sincerely, you wouldn’t have resented it all the time if we have any misunderstandings. I never resented on you on anything. Have I ever? I always loved you and not even once did I hate you even for the mistakes that you’ve done. Though at times I say mean things, you know it yourself that I never really meant it. At the time being, I need some space. Just give me some time.